Colliseum and The Steam Room

I went to see Sylvie Guillem last night at The London Colliseum.
It was great. I have seen her several times before.
Carlos Acosta was in the audience. So was Lord (John) Birt. I think he has something wrong with his feet. (There is something afoot with his feet). He wore trainers and was shuffling everywhere; but he is only in his 50's I think.
Afterwards I went to a private members club for drinks. I had a diet Coke. I don't drink alcohol. I used to but I don't anymore.
I think I am developing a serious-ish crush on F. I have been thinking about him all morning. I want to share a bed with him, hold him and kiss him.
In the past all I have wanted, (or maybe been able to want), is anonymous sex. Now I want to hold and kiss somene. WEIRD!!!
I didn't get to the gym yesterday. I hope to go today. I need to do a 30 minute run, and then have a bit of R&R in the steam room. Being in a steam room is good. Its good for the circulation, the skin and I get to see naked men. I am a voyeur. I am also an exhibitionist. A steam room is perfect for me.